i cannot bear to say bye...
some thought to keep you thinking...
wad do you do when the hopeful loses hope?
where does your hope come from?
where do you turn to for hope?
love? is it a thought? or an emotion?
does your decision to love lead or your heart to love?
when your faith leaks what do you do?
faith to believe that it will all work out.
where do you find the faith?
WELL... there is no right or wrong answers.
The choice is yours.
Make the right choice.
Don't live to regret it.
GOOD BYE FOR THIS ERA! SAY HI to Twitter!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Love lockdown
What do you do when the hopeful loses hope?
Where do you turn to when all is dark and all seem lost?
Are we running around on a mindless, endless rat race?
Chasing what seems to be right but is tail of another rat?
Playing this game of life that ooo you have been so accustomed to?
We think we know it all, is it true?
Could there be more? Will there ever be more?
It may seem thing we are on the highway of life with our routines and pleasures but there is more... let there be more. A life great than itself. A life lockdown with passion, vision and love. dream of doing something bigger...
Where do you turn to when all is dark and all seem lost?
Are we running around on a mindless, endless rat race?
Chasing what seems to be right but is tail of another rat?
Playing this game of life that ooo you have been so accustomed to?
We think we know it all, is it true?
Could there be more? Will there ever be more?
It may seem thing we are on the highway of life with our routines and pleasures but there is more... let there be more. A life great than itself. A life lockdown with passion, vision and love. dream of doing something bigger...
Thursday, May 07, 2009
MESSY
My heart is heavy
Im burdened...
Why so? Many thoughts...
growth growth growth
I need to grow...
Staring at the ceiling board in the solitude of the night.
Im burdened...
Why so? Many thoughts...
growth growth growth
I need to grow...
Staring at the ceiling board in the solitude of the night.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
parades
Heard this really powerful illustration about one's dreams and vision and i've decided to blog about it. Also decided to do so much more things!
Anyway, this illustrations requires you to use your imaginations, so imagine with me this... Think of a parade. Really huge and loud, funky and cool ones, something like chingay? but cooler though. That's something like God's plans and purpose for our lives. Its BIG, LOUD, Beautiful and fantastic. But the way we get to perceive this parade is kind of limited. We only can see it through a PINHOLE. so you get feel the atmosphere, hear the cheers and shouts of the crowd and feel the adrenaline pumping through your veins but what you can see is only limited through the small little pinhole. You only can see what is happening directly in front of you and you cant choose what you can see. Only seeing whatever that is allowed to passed through your limited sight of view. In some ways this is how God's vision and dream unfold in our lives. We don't know it all, we don't see it all and sometimes we don't feel it all but you must know He decides whatever that is good for you to see at your stage of life. God's progression, His pace for the parade to pass before your eyes is seemingly timeless and prefect. You will feel and hear it coming but will only see it when its the right time. A time determined by Him and Him alone.
It will get frustrating to be only able to see whatever that the pinhole allows. And sadly people do leave and give up on this sight. But lets not! Hold on people cause you will see the ultimate goal :)
On a lighter note. I need to go gym tomorrow! And i'm meeting Charleston tomorrow! So exciting! I want to know, how can i become a ZM.
:)
Keep looking
Anyway, this illustrations requires you to use your imaginations, so imagine with me this... Think of a parade. Really huge and loud, funky and cool ones, something like chingay? but cooler though. That's something like God's plans and purpose for our lives. Its BIG, LOUD, Beautiful and fantastic. But the way we get to perceive this parade is kind of limited. We only can see it through a PINHOLE. so you get feel the atmosphere, hear the cheers and shouts of the crowd and feel the adrenaline pumping through your veins but what you can see is only limited through the small little pinhole. You only can see what is happening directly in front of you and you cant choose what you can see. Only seeing whatever that is allowed to passed through your limited sight of view. In some ways this is how God's vision and dream unfold in our lives. We don't know it all, we don't see it all and sometimes we don't feel it all but you must know He decides whatever that is good for you to see at your stage of life. God's progression, His pace for the parade to pass before your eyes is seemingly timeless and prefect. You will feel and hear it coming but will only see it when its the right time. A time determined by Him and Him alone.
It will get frustrating to be only able to see whatever that the pinhole allows. And sadly people do leave and give up on this sight. But lets not! Hold on people cause you will see the ultimate goal :)
On a lighter note. I need to go gym tomorrow! And i'm meeting Charleston tomorrow! So exciting! I want to know, how can i become a ZM.
:)
Keep looking
Monday, April 13, 2009
Happy day
Hello world.
Things has really been a roller coaster ride.
My best friend has been making me go crazy with his parables and brain cell
(PS wei jie you know im talking about you!)
But anyway this are really looking up. The CGs are really happening now. I really cant wait to see what God has installed for all of us. Ester was fantastic! So many people came and i think that will be the norm for our church next time.
There will come a place in time, where packing Singpost like how we did on Friday night is going to be normal. Its really awesome to be so stressed by the lack of seats! I can still vividly remember how the situation is like at the sound console where all the ushers were busy setting up more chairs while the endless q of people waiting to be seated. Its a GOOD PROBLEM :)
Ester was great! Announce to the world my new friends! Ernest and Benjamin! Really nice to know them. I mean Ernest is really an amazing guy! He came on friday and Sat also. I cant help seeing a shade of myself in him! Cool guy! Your future is going to be amazing! Keep walking in God. Benjamin is such a cool guy! we need to go play pool again.
Sunday was even more fantastic!
We went to the zoo! you know what after so long of absence from that place, you really want to go revisit it. I use to have this dream that when i have my family, i will bring them to places of interests and spend the morning there. Really cool. :) but of cause we must go church! :)
Anyway back to the zoo, its really good. I saw some many cute animals. The baboons are the best! There were so many of them and they were all helping each other with their grooming. Super cute, shall post some pictures in the future. its really good.
After that i was in a coma... slept and slept.
I shall blog tonight with more interesting news... :)
Smiles people.
xoxo,
Nicholas
Things has really been a roller coaster ride.
My best friend has been making me go crazy with his parables and brain cell
(PS wei jie you know im talking about you!)
But anyway this are really looking up. The CGs are really happening now. I really cant wait to see what God has installed for all of us. Ester was fantastic! So many people came and i think that will be the norm for our church next time.
There will come a place in time, where packing Singpost like how we did on Friday night is going to be normal. Its really awesome to be so stressed by the lack of seats! I can still vividly remember how the situation is like at the sound console where all the ushers were busy setting up more chairs while the endless q of people waiting to be seated. Its a GOOD PROBLEM :)
Ester was great! Announce to the world my new friends! Ernest and Benjamin! Really nice to know them. I mean Ernest is really an amazing guy! He came on friday and Sat also. I cant help seeing a shade of myself in him! Cool guy! Your future is going to be amazing! Keep walking in God. Benjamin is such a cool guy! we need to go play pool again.
Sunday was even more fantastic!
We went to the zoo! you know what after so long of absence from that place, you really want to go revisit it. I use to have this dream that when i have my family, i will bring them to places of interests and spend the morning there. Really cool. :) but of cause we must go church! :)
Anyway back to the zoo, its really good. I saw some many cute animals. The baboons are the best! There were so many of them and they were all helping each other with their grooming. Super cute, shall post some pictures in the future. its really good.
After that i was in a coma... slept and slept.
I shall blog tonight with more interesting news... :)
Smiles people.
xoxo,
Nicholas
Sunday, April 05, 2009
update!
Yes back to update my blog at this wee hours of the morning, just somehow couldnt get myself to sleep. Maybe it is because of the disturbing movie earlier that i've watch. The c20 army guys coupled with hong hwee and some random people like zach and ruoen went to watch this thriller cum scary (at least to me) movie called knowing. shall not going into the details.
Anyway, life is good. Im getting use to my work in the army and things are happening in the cg. Well not all smooth sailing but how can there be growth without problems. Im on a crusade right now to read as many book and listen to as many sermon as i can. i want to be a man of God's words. I've dream about being a preacher of God's word. Not an easy job. But i figure i would love to be able to serve Jesus in that way. BUT i want to serve a calling that is not perceived through my eyes but through Jesus'. A walk of faith men...
I want to talk about this really cool guy called Qi Lin! Hey if you are reading this is for you! haha. I'm really happy that he received Jesus into his life. why? because i see myself in him. haha... well maybe shadows of me and my past. So im glad he found Jesus cause there is a greater destiny awaiting him.
(So many things to say...)
Today's sermon was really kind refreshing. A sermon regarding this topic of marriage... haha. juice news time! haha... no but seriously, its really a beautiful thing to be married. well, i'm not ashamed to say out loud that i want to get married. haha.. but its really such a big thing in life that you, me or rather we all cannot afford to mess up. can you imagine going together for the rest of your life being struck??? i dont want that! There nothing much i can say as to whom i will marry but at least today i've really learn that marriage has so much entailing it.
what i mean? things like this...
- Praying for your spouses!
Wow! that's something i never really thought about. We can call forth the things that are unseen as though they did. how cool is that? you can actually pray that Holy Spirit will help grow your spouse to be. To be stronger in His word.. to love God as much as you.. to love the church... to love Pastors and our leaders... to be an others person... so many things.
- taking care of yourselves!
You got to live life that commands respect and continue to be loveable! i need to be less crappy... haha. i need to live a life that commands respect. carry myself properly. Being loveable! i need to work on myself more! character... appearance...attitude... so much things to do! That reminds me that i need to start exercising and shed those extra pounds.
So interesting! Well honestly i cant wait for the day where people in our church get married. i really want to see who is going to end up with who! haha.
what an interesting day.
I better be sleeping now. i want to wake up earlier to run! :)
Good Bye World :)
Anyway, life is good. Im getting use to my work in the army and things are happening in the cg. Well not all smooth sailing but how can there be growth without problems. Im on a crusade right now to read as many book and listen to as many sermon as i can. i want to be a man of God's words. I've dream about being a preacher of God's word. Not an easy job. But i figure i would love to be able to serve Jesus in that way. BUT i want to serve a calling that is not perceived through my eyes but through Jesus'. A walk of faith men...
I want to talk about this really cool guy called Qi Lin! Hey if you are reading this is for you! haha. I'm really happy that he received Jesus into his life. why? because i see myself in him. haha... well maybe shadows of me and my past. So im glad he found Jesus cause there is a greater destiny awaiting him.
(So many things to say...)
Today's sermon was really kind refreshing. A sermon regarding this topic of marriage... haha. juice news time! haha... no but seriously, its really a beautiful thing to be married. well, i'm not ashamed to say out loud that i want to get married. haha.. but its really such a big thing in life that you, me or rather we all cannot afford to mess up. can you imagine going together for the rest of your life being struck??? i dont want that! There nothing much i can say as to whom i will marry but at least today i've really learn that marriage has so much entailing it.
what i mean? things like this...
- Praying for your spouses!
Wow! that's something i never really thought about. We can call forth the things that are unseen as though they did. how cool is that? you can actually pray that Holy Spirit will help grow your spouse to be. To be stronger in His word.. to love God as much as you.. to love the church... to love Pastors and our leaders... to be an others person... so many things.
- taking care of yourselves!
You got to live life that commands respect and continue to be loveable! i need to be less crappy... haha. i need to live a life that commands respect. carry myself properly. Being loveable! i need to work on myself more! character... appearance...attitude... so much things to do! That reminds me that i need to start exercising and shed those extra pounds.
So interesting! Well honestly i cant wait for the day where people in our church get married. i really want to see who is going to end up with who! haha.
what an interesting day.
I better be sleeping now. i want to wake up earlier to run! :)
Good Bye World :)
Saturday, March 28, 2009
You are empowered.
You are empowered.
Stop giving yourself an excuse.
Stop complaining about your circumstances.
You are the one who is living your life.
Make your decisions.
These decisions are yours.
Don't just dream your dreams.
You have to chance to live it!
LIVE it!
Stop giving yourself an excuse.
Stop complaining about your circumstances.
You are the one who is living your life.
Make your decisions.
These decisions are yours.
Don't just dream your dreams.
You have to chance to live it!
LIVE it!
Monday, March 23, 2009
I am feeling so Nicholas tonight :D
That title was just for fun.
anyway im really loving this song - Elgar/ Something Inside.
Its off the soundtrack of August Rush.
Its beautiful because its a mix of classical music and pop. How cool is that!
That's how i perceive life to be - a fluid mix.
How true it can be? a fluid mix.
Always miscible and always progressing yet so easily misguided. Its like a "slippy snake", ever played those toys before? The one where you can grab it but when you grab it, it will slip away. And whats funny is that they always come with as a smile snake! hahaha...
Back to the topic, it always seems like when you think you know it all but you are only a few steps into the great big, deep blue abyss. Paddling yourself into uncharted water. Alright, don't be emo now! Look at it this way, walking into ambiguity and vagueness does carry with it a strong sense of dependency and reliance on the One from Above. Right? Ambivalence, equivocation or faith? You decide.
Cannot help but be thoughtful about what the future entails. That big ambiguity that is so allusive. Ahhh.. grab it grab it.
"God i might not know it all! But what i know is i will keep walking on."
Had a causal hang out with Charleston and it left me deep in thoughts. Thats why you got to draw near! haha. Thoughts about what? hold your horses, let me elaborate...
Boss shared with us about how he is REALLY going full-time and REALLY building the church. Not that it wasn't real before but now it seems like our dreams are passing onto reality. Real tangible reality. The fact that what you do or rather you don't do will carry on with consequences that will bring repercussions that is so much bigger than ourselves. Its for real now. God, Church, Lives and Others. TANGIBLE FACTS!
It made me think about my own life. Well, i want to serve in church full-time. As a pastor? as a zone leader? i don't know as for sure but one thing that is for sure, is that i will die trying! No more excuse, no more easy way out. Time to shoulder the responsibility of our church and zone and cg. I'm wiping away the webs and padding the dust off my shoulders. Now its for Real God. Its for real...
Alright, on a lighter note! muhahahaha
Life is good! Though problems exist but they are never too big.
Sometime we just need to learn how to love the Problems in our lives :D Right?
So i'm buzzing my way through my work in camp, plowing the ground with God. But the story doesn't just end there. I found a couple of good friends that we can speak parables to! So devious and sneaky huh? hahahaha... Indeed it doesn't take a bullet to start a war, words do just fine! whahaha...
Also i'm starting to be madly in love with DOGS! Yes DOGs... haha.
I cannot wait to get my hands on one...
Also as promised i want to blog about people that offended me! haha..
A loud shout out to ANG WEI JIE! SAMANTHA FOO! ZACHARY CHAN! muhahha.
Thanks for being such nice friends! haha...
well it was said just blog about them and didnt say anything about the details. So i shall be nice and spare the details.
(Please tell me that you know i'm teasing you...) hahaha.
Peace? :D
Cool peaceful night!
Bounce,
Nick
anyway im really loving this song - Elgar/ Something Inside.
Its off the soundtrack of August Rush.
Its beautiful because its a mix of classical music and pop. How cool is that!
That's how i perceive life to be - a fluid mix.
How true it can be? a fluid mix.
Always miscible and always progressing yet so easily misguided. Its like a "slippy snake", ever played those toys before? The one where you can grab it but when you grab it, it will slip away. And whats funny is that they always come with as a smile snake! hahaha...
Back to the topic, it always seems like when you think you know it all but you are only a few steps into the great big, deep blue abyss. Paddling yourself into uncharted water. Alright, don't be emo now! Look at it this way, walking into ambiguity and vagueness does carry with it a strong sense of dependency and reliance on the One from Above. Right? Ambivalence, equivocation or faith? You decide.
Cannot help but be thoughtful about what the future entails. That big ambiguity that is so allusive. Ahhh.. grab it grab it.
"God i might not know it all! But what i know is i will keep walking on."
Had a causal hang out with Charleston and it left me deep in thoughts. Thats why you got to draw near! haha. Thoughts about what? hold your horses, let me elaborate...
Boss shared with us about how he is REALLY going full-time and REALLY building the church. Not that it wasn't real before but now it seems like our dreams are passing onto reality. Real tangible reality. The fact that what you do or rather you don't do will carry on with consequences that will bring repercussions that is so much bigger than ourselves. Its for real now. God, Church, Lives and Others. TANGIBLE FACTS!
It made me think about my own life. Well, i want to serve in church full-time. As a pastor? as a zone leader? i don't know as for sure but one thing that is for sure, is that i will die trying! No more excuse, no more easy way out. Time to shoulder the responsibility of our church and zone and cg. I'm wiping away the webs and padding the dust off my shoulders. Now its for Real God. Its for real...
Alright, on a lighter note! muhahahaha
Life is good! Though problems exist but they are never too big.
Sometime we just need to learn how to love the Problems in our lives :D Right?
So i'm buzzing my way through my work in camp, plowing the ground with God. But the story doesn't just end there. I found a couple of good friends that we can speak parables to! So devious and sneaky huh? hahahaha... Indeed it doesn't take a bullet to start a war, words do just fine! whahaha...
Also i'm starting to be madly in love with DOGS! Yes DOGs... haha.
I cannot wait to get my hands on one...
Also as promised i want to blog about people that offended me! haha..
A loud shout out to ANG WEI JIE! SAMANTHA FOO! ZACHARY CHAN! muhahha.
Thanks for being such nice friends! haha...
well it was said just blog about them and didnt say anything about the details. So i shall be nice and spare the details.
(Please tell me that you know i'm teasing you...) hahaha.
Peace? :D
Cool peaceful night!
Bounce,
Nick
Sunday, March 22, 2009
i need faith
There are so many problems and issues.
i cant do it without You.
God help me!
I need faith!
You need faith when you need faith. Just as simple as that.
Just a thought for the night.
How to love other like Jesus?
I've been thinking about this and praying for Jesus to give us the burden for the lost and the compassion and passion to see the way He sees.
Loving other is a simple thing.
Everyone can do it.
So lets do it :D
i cant do it without You.
God help me!
I need faith!
You need faith when you need faith. Just as simple as that.
Just a thought for the night.
How to love other like Jesus?
I've been thinking about this and praying for Jesus to give us the burden for the lost and the compassion and passion to see the way He sees.
Loving other is a simple thing.
Everyone can do it.
So lets do it :D
Friday, March 13, 2009
Life is like box of chocolates
Ooohhh... i need to work on my report.
i will send report this week and the next and the next and the next!
anyway things are starting to settle down.
all the fireworks and dust is settling...
There is so much to do and so much more to get into.
PLOWING THE LAND!
We need to be up there! up there! haha...
what rubbish am i typing... hahaha...
i will send report this week and the next and the next and the next!
anyway things are starting to settle down.
all the fireworks and dust is settling...
There is so much to do and so much more to get into.
PLOWING THE LAND!
We need to be up there! up there! haha...
what rubbish am i typing... hahaha...
Monday, March 09, 2009
By faith....
Hi all,
jus got my results...
Sian didnt do well...
Donno if i can get into a local uni... But i will try and see how. But its not the end.
By faith, i believe.
By faith, there is more.
this is my latest revelation
revelations 4:1
jus got my results...
Sian didnt do well...
Donno if i can get into a local uni... But i will try and see how. But its not the end.
By faith, i believe.
By faith, there is more.
this is my latest revelation
revelations 4:1
Friday, March 06, 2009
WHEN THE STAGE IS BARE TONIGHT
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
JUST YOU AND ME
WHEN THE CURTAINS CLOSE BEHIND
THERE'S NO PRETENSE
I'M ON MY KNEES
I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE
FOR THE LOVE SACRIFICE
YOU GAVE TO ME
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
THE GOD I KNOW
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE GOD I KNOW
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE GOD I KNOW
MY TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED
THE GOD I KNOW
LIGHT OF THE CITY
THE GOD I KNOW
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE GOD I KNOW
YOUR HEART BEATS WITHIN ME
AS YOU ARE
SO ARE WE (To verse)
SO ARE WE (To Bridge)
THIS IS MY CRY
MY ONE DESIRE
MORE OF YOU
MORE OF YOU
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
A TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
LIGHT OF THIS CITY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS STRONG AND MIGHTY
AS HE IS, SO ARE WE
Lets us be the church that You know.
I want to live for others.
OTHERS OTHERS OTHERS
LOVE LOVE LOVE
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
JUST YOU AND ME
WHEN THE CURTAINS CLOSE BEHIND
THERE'S NO PRETENSE
I'M ON MY KNEES
I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE
FOR THE LOVE SACRIFICE
YOU GAVE TO ME
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
THE GOD I KNOW
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE GOD I KNOW
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE GOD I KNOW
MY TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED
THE GOD I KNOW
LIGHT OF THE CITY
THE GOD I KNOW
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE GOD I KNOW
YOUR HEART BEATS WITHIN ME
AS YOU ARE
SO ARE WE (To verse)
SO ARE WE (To Bridge)
THIS IS MY CRY
MY ONE DESIRE
MORE OF YOU
MORE OF YOU
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
A TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
LIGHT OF THIS CITY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS STRONG AND MIGHTY
AS HE IS, SO ARE WE
Lets us be the church that You know.
I want to live for others.
OTHERS OTHERS OTHERS
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Hab 3
1 A prayer of Habakkuk the prophet. On shigionoth. 2 Lord, I have heard of your fame; I stand in awe of your deeds, O Lord. Renew them in our day, in our time make them known; in wrath remember mercy.
3 God came from Teman, the Holy One from Mount Paran. Selah His glory covered the heavens and his praise filled the earth. 4 His splendor was like the sunrise; rays flashed from his hand, where his power was hidden. 5 Plague went before him; pestilence followed his steps. 6 He stood, and shook the earth; he looked, and made the nations tremble. The ancient mountains crumbled and the age-old hills collapsed. His ways are eternal. 7 I saw the tents of Cushan in distress, the dwellings of Midian in anguish. 8 Were you angry with the rivers, O Lord? Was your wrath against the streams? Did you rage against the sea when you rode with your horses and your victorious chariots? 9 You uncovered your bow, you called for many arrows. Selah You split the earth with rivers; 10 the mountains saw you and writhed. Torrents of water swept by; the deep roared and lifted its waves on high. 11 Sun and moon stood still in the heavens at the glint of your flying arrows, at the lightning of your flashing spear. 12 In wrath you strode through the earth and in anger you threshed the nations. 13 You came out to deliver your people, to save your anointed one. You crushed the leader of the land of wickedness, you stripped him from head to foot. Selah 14 With his own spear you pierced his head when his warriors stormed out to scatter us, gloating as though about to devour the wretched who were in hiding. 15 You trampled the sea with your horses, churning the great waters.
16 I heard and my heart pounded, my lips quivered at the sound; decay crept into my bones, and my legs trembled. Yet I will wait patiently for the day of calamity to come on the nation invading us. 17 Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, 18 yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. 19 The Sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights.
Make me believe! Its possible!
1 A prayer of Habakkuk the prophet. On shigionoth. 2 Lord, I have heard of your fame; I stand in awe of your deeds, O Lord. Renew them in our day, in our time make them known; in wrath remember mercy.
3 God came from Teman, the Holy One from Mount Paran. Selah His glory covered the heavens and his praise filled the earth. 4 His splendor was like the sunrise; rays flashed from his hand, where his power was hidden. 5 Plague went before him; pestilence followed his steps. 6 He stood, and shook the earth; he looked, and made the nations tremble. The ancient mountains crumbled and the age-old hills collapsed. His ways are eternal. 7 I saw the tents of Cushan in distress, the dwellings of Midian in anguish. 8 Were you angry with the rivers, O Lord? Was your wrath against the streams? Did you rage against the sea when you rode with your horses and your victorious chariots? 9 You uncovered your bow, you called for many arrows. Selah You split the earth with rivers; 10 the mountains saw you and writhed. Torrents of water swept by; the deep roared and lifted its waves on high. 11 Sun and moon stood still in the heavens at the glint of your flying arrows, at the lightning of your flashing spear. 12 In wrath you strode through the earth and in anger you threshed the nations. 13 You came out to deliver your people, to save your anointed one. You crushed the leader of the land of wickedness, you stripped him from head to foot. Selah 14 With his own spear you pierced his head when his warriors stormed out to scatter us, gloating as though about to devour the wretched who were in hiding. 15 You trampled the sea with your horses, churning the great waters.
16 I heard and my heart pounded, my lips quivered at the sound; decay crept into my bones, and my legs trembled. Yet I will wait patiently for the day of calamity to come on the nation invading us. 17 Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, 18 yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. 19 The Sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights.
Make me believe! Its possible!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Brand New
This season is going to be a brand new.
I'm never going to be the same.
Jesus help me, show me.
I wanna do Your will not mine.
Nick
I'm never going to be the same.
Jesus help me, show me.
I wanna do Your will not mine.
Nick
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Time to say gd bye...
What a rush...
Cause the possiblity that u will ever feel the same way abt me is just too much
why do i keep running away from the truth...
- crush
david archuleta
what a nice song.
alright, im really enjoyin that song. Sounds gd :)
anyway today im posted out! Ahhhaahaha... Finally i cn bid good bye to this place for at least a year. Tekong has taught me lots. Honestly, i do feel for this place. The friendship, the brotherhood in the face of all de tekan, the rush of blood to head, the buildin of muscles... Mixed emotions! Tonight is the last night i will ever be in this place. Yankee has managed to put something in me. I set out on this journey tryin to learn all tat i shld or cn learn from them. Learn i did. Good bye guys! U guys will be great commanders in the future! Good bye rocky hill. Good bye Yankeeeee! I will miss u all :)
for the one last time lets do water parade, lets run to cook house, lets book out!
God loves n love i did
lovin the blood, sweat n smiles
but this diff path im headin to
this path that will lead me on
so run run run
purpose n destiny, wait for me
called n set apart from this world,
Nick
Cause the possiblity that u will ever feel the same way abt me is just too much
why do i keep running away from the truth...
- crush
david archuleta
what a nice song.
alright, im really enjoyin that song. Sounds gd :)
anyway today im posted out! Ahhhaahaha... Finally i cn bid good bye to this place for at least a year. Tekong has taught me lots. Honestly, i do feel for this place. The friendship, the brotherhood in the face of all de tekan, the rush of blood to head, the buildin of muscles... Mixed emotions! Tonight is the last night i will ever be in this place. Yankee has managed to put something in me. I set out on this journey tryin to learn all tat i shld or cn learn from them. Learn i did. Good bye guys! U guys will be great commanders in the future! Good bye rocky hill. Good bye Yankeeeee! I will miss u all :)
for the one last time lets do water parade, lets run to cook house, lets book out!
God loves n love i did
lovin the blood, sweat n smiles
but this diff path im headin to
this path that will lead me on
so run run run
purpose n destiny, wait for me
called n set apart from this world,
Nick
Monday, February 09, 2009
Long distance relations
Haha... Its quite funny! Im in bunk now n the lights are out. But my bunk mate is still on de phone, jus like me. Haha... But he is pretty cool, he is from HONG KONG n so he speaks the Queen's english. I guess he miss be talking to his girlfriend overseas because he is very secretive about his conversation. I bet the other guys are listening too! Wahaha... Quite mushy. CHUI AR...
anyway today my OOT friend got posted out. The second guy in my coy to get posted out. He is posted out as a technican... Tats quite bad... I want to be a clerk... Pls pray for me! 8 to 5, clerk, that cn book out! Im pretty anxious about it nw...
ooo... Segent hakim jus came in (he is like the best friend of all de OOT) someone rifle is missing....
too much for tonight i need to sleep. Wake me up at 4 am!
Post me to a be a clerk!
Nick
anyway today my OOT friend got posted out. The second guy in my coy to get posted out. He is posted out as a technican... Tats quite bad... I want to be a clerk... Pls pray for me! 8 to 5, clerk, that cn book out! Im pretty anxious about it nw...
ooo... Segent hakim jus came in (he is like the best friend of all de OOT) someone rifle is missing....
too much for tonight i need to sleep. Wake me up at 4 am!
Post me to a be a clerk!
Nick
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Blah blah
Here im surrender to You
Let my life be Your clay...
Im nw popped in with my ipod listening to this song.
Im quite worn out today... Had to go to the field camp site to help out. Its quite though cause had to load n unload stuff.. My back is really hurtin now.
Ahhh... Im missin pastoral meetin today. NO.... NO... NO.... I wonder wad happened. Will go ask the rest. Men, dyin to get back into action.
'sharpen this arrow n bend the bow nw'
prepared,
Nick
Let my life be Your clay...
Im nw popped in with my ipod listening to this song.
Im quite worn out today... Had to go to the field camp site to help out. Its quite though cause had to load n unload stuff.. My back is really hurtin now.
Ahhh... Im missin pastoral meetin today. NO.... NO... NO.... I wonder wad happened. Will go ask the rest. Men, dyin to get back into action.
'sharpen this arrow n bend the bow nw'
prepared,
Nick
Monday, February 02, 2009
Sing sing sing
Army has been boring, summarize it into a word - nothing!
interesting thing, my little little revelation. Do u knw? Jesus loves you! :)
No matter hw insignificant u might think u are, hey noe this!
God, send his only Son to give His life for u. So smile, He loves u!
'whats profitable for a grain unless it falls dead on de ground as through it will spring forward many more grains.'
from His only Son, now Jesus becomes de first Son. So tat many more cn be the second, third, 4th, 5th... Children of Him. Jus like a grain it needs to be dead in order to bring forth de germination of de seeds n than de plant n than many more seeds tat will carry the same dna. :)
hmm... I miss church, Pst, friends n Jesus!
A man needs 3 meals a day n 7 to 8 glasses of water per day. The word of God is de bread n His presence is our river of life. Have u eaten n drink?
takin off nw,
Nick :)
PS; mich is back frm a cold cold place! Welcome hme! :)
interesting thing, my little little revelation. Do u knw? Jesus loves you! :)
No matter hw insignificant u might think u are, hey noe this!
God, send his only Son to give His life for u. So smile, He loves u!
'whats profitable for a grain unless it falls dead on de ground as through it will spring forward many more grains.'
from His only Son, now Jesus becomes de first Son. So tat many more cn be the second, third, 4th, 5th... Children of Him. Jus like a grain it needs to be dead in order to bring forth de germination of de seeds n than de plant n than many more seeds tat will carry the same dna. :)
hmm... I miss church, Pst, friends n Jesus!
A man needs 3 meals a day n 7 to 8 glasses of water per day. The word of God is de bread n His presence is our river of life. Have u eaten n drink?
takin off nw,
Nick :)
PS; mich is back frm a cold cold place! Welcome hme! :)
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Live
(Praying in tongues)
im listening to Pst Phill's sermon
Jesus was from an insignificant town. A small town with folks tats have little to do with the world n all it has.
All settled down in de basins n nt the hill areas. Despite de great view.
BUT GOD doesnt care abt tat, nothing is too insignificant for God. Jesus came through this town, He will send u an angel.
We are created by Him. N when He created us there was a smile on his face.
Jesus didnt clinch onto His rights bt to His responsiblities. He is our creator bt knew that He needs to keep us by showin us de way of redemption.
Do u knw why mary was favoured??
Bcoz she has a yes attitude.
when God comes to us in our lives with His plans bt there is always a challenge.
Need to do it like mary.
'alright God lets do it!'
when we recieve Christ all things become new
Jesus will grow in us n He will be shown THROUGH our lives.
mary trusted God. Its God to move. Mary put her marriage n relationship onto the plate by telling Jo tat she is pregnant with Jesus.
to be continue...
im listening to Pst Phill's sermon
Jesus was from an insignificant town. A small town with folks tats have little to do with the world n all it has.
All settled down in de basins n nt the hill areas. Despite de great view.
BUT GOD doesnt care abt tat, nothing is too insignificant for God. Jesus came through this town, He will send u an angel.
We are created by Him. N when He created us there was a smile on his face.
Jesus didnt clinch onto His rights bt to His responsiblities. He is our creator bt knew that He needs to keep us by showin us de way of redemption.
Do u knw why mary was favoured??
Bcoz she has a yes attitude.
when God comes to us in our lives with His plans bt there is always a challenge.
Need to do it like mary.
'alright God lets do it!'
when we recieve Christ all things become new
Jesus will grow in us n He will be shown THROUGH our lives.
mary trusted God. Its God to move. Mary put her marriage n relationship onto the plate by telling Jo tat she is pregnant with Jesus.
to be continue...
Hey hey
What a day. Today and yesterday was totally slack. Out of a sudden things seemed to be just getting abit too easy. We watched movies n tv n tv dramas. Thats what we did for the whole of yesterday n today. Finally i got to watch gossip girl! Whahaha... Can u believe it? I cant too. We watch half of season one but the other half is missing... So until than, we will only survive with the ending half of the story.
what is more? I finally got to spend alone time with Jesus. Im starting to fall in love with watchmen nee's book. Cannot really write down all de relevations. Bt i promise once ive get my hands on my mac.
alright back to the annex.
Take off,
Nick
what is more? I finally got to spend alone time with Jesus. Im starting to fall in love with watchmen nee's book. Cannot really write down all de relevations. Bt i promise once ive get my hands on my mac.
alright back to the annex.
Take off,
Nick
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